Sunday, January 3, 2010

Finally everything's wrong.


Streamyx at home failed me, again.

See you bastards at school.
What a fucking stupid statement eyh?
Screw life.

Fox.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Leona Lewis - Happy




Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can’t have everything
Don’t cha take chances
Might feel the pain
Don’t cha love in vain
Cause love won’t set you free
I could stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I’m just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly
Just cant let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear, ohh
All these days I feel like they’re the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me outta here
I can’t stand by your side, ohh no
Watch this life pass me by, pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I’m just trying to be happy, ohh, happy, ohh

So and it’s just that I can’t see
The kind of stranger on this road
But don’t say victim
Don’t say anything

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just wanna be happy

Ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy
I just wanna be, ohh
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, happy


Without any hope or expectations I just wanna be happy.

Friday, December 25, 2009

I think I have a problem with answers.



Merry X'mas!


Hmmm.
Results huh.
Maybe I'm only gonna tell you when we're above 25 years old.
Talking about high school and then I might tell you how I did (:


Baby Jas!


Weng Ian.


Mi Yi.


Baby! & Waiyen slash Darling!


Screw this. I look like a geek, and now I feel like one already.
Ah yes, I have my new glasses.

So we went Mid Valley together.
Avatar was cool.

My very very very very very very very very late present (:

;
I swore I'm never gonna cry if I had horrible results, I failed.
I wouldn't have cried if incoming phone calls would just stop.
And realizing without neither the nervousness or excitement, when my cellphone starts vibrating pressure came. It struck me, so fast that I could barely stand straight on the slope. I pulled Waiyen's sleeves and i started to shiver. I, cried.
What a hard moment. It's a good thing we went out together after that.


So it's Christmas! I went OU then dinner.
But, I can't believe I cried so many times in two days.
It was horrible. Truly depressing. About what happened before.
You don't need to know why.






I'm loveless, congratulations.

Fox.

Have yourself a merry little Christmas.


I drew this with Paint (:

But most importantly,
Happy Birthday Darling!


"Take my side face ah I tell you."
Sorry la Mid Valley is packed so people banging me is normal.

Gosh I'm so glad to spend a one-on-one day with you.
We watched Avatar together & when you said you liked it I was delighted!
Because I liked it too and it was with you. The effects and scenes or graphics or what sort, it was all cool.
Hmm, I like talking about everything with you and seeing guys flirting with you while I have to get rid of them is such a fun thing to do :D
Just like what I did on AEOM Day! I remember I confiscated your phone, haha!
Even looking at you stressing and nervous waiting for our PMR results is fun! That expression and look on your face was rather priceless.
It's just hard to type it or even trying to describe it with my own mouth when I'm spending time with you.
I know I don't have the highest position in your heart but I never minded. I get to spend recesses and really random times with you everyday in school is great enough.
It's nice to have you around at times even though we live like a thousand miles away.

I love you a lot, ♥.
Smooches.
p/s : SHE GOT SE G705 ALREADY! FTW! ): I want Aino, rah!

Well yeah, we had our results today.
Maybe I'll talk about it later.

Show you my cousin brother's bloody, and I really mean BLOODy hand.
He had a nose bleed out of a sudden once we reached the restaurant.


Of course finally,

FELICE NAVIDAD!
Best wishes from me to your family.

It doesn't matter if you're a Buddhist or Muslim or Hindu!
Christmas is special. The best time for people to gather around and just talk. Exchanging presents too I suppose! (:

It's funny how, I mended someone's broken heart and broke my own bloody heart myself on the same damn day.



Fox.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

So much for Christmas Eve.



I'll be back, real soon.
Half an hour to Christmas!